Sunday, 19 August 2018

My Becoming

It's been what?  2years? I'm tired of myself too. My inconsistency is alarming.
I think I expect too much from myself, wanting to use huge grammars I don't know and write really creative things like some of my facebook friends and that's silly. I mean, why be an advocate of self confidence if you'd be intimidated by other people's writing?

Sometimes I sit and imagine how much I'd have grown since I started blogging if I'd just been consistent. I've come to realize that CONSISTENCY IS KEY 🔑. Even when you think your creation is stupid, be consistent at it. I think that's what I'm going to try.
I'm here to write for myself.  Just write. If you come across this and you are entertained, thrilled or inspired by it, GOOD. All I'll do is write.

I'm not even here to make promises I can't or won't keep. I'm just going to write what I can and hope I come back. I will. I hope I will. I will.

First things first. I'm going to change the name of this blog. I don't know what I'll change it to but I'll change it. I know I said this was all about gist when I started because I love gist. I still do. I love gist.  But life has a new meaning to me. I sit and think thoughts. It's these thoughts I intend to share.

I'm here to document my daily experiences and in good time my past experiences.

I know I said I'm not a writer but maybe I am. I think I am. People say I am. I didn't think I was. Now I know I am. All I need is growth and that I'll find.

I'll be writing what comes upon ME. All this is about becoming, becoming who I was made to be. My becoming Ngozika.

YES!
Hold on!

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I'm back. I just discovered the new name for the blog and have created an amateur graphics for this post.  RIP thegistblock. Welcome, mybecomingngozika.

I'll talk about everything and anything. This is about ME. I'm about to do something for myself.

See you soon.
Adios.